Wednesday 7 August 2013

Fire and Ice

Something I started that I probably won't finish:
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Fire & Ice

In a world of fire:
Souls are burning bright.
Show me your desire,
Soar with me into the night.

Hear the cries of those who care
Echoing those who suffer
Underneath the fearsome flare,
Never to surrender.

In a world of ice and snow:
The white flag shows surrender.
The frozen beings little know
Of life stored deep under.

Waiting, waiting for their day
To come out from the ground.
The ice and snow they swear to slay;
They'll turn the world around.

Fire is red - burning bright,
But in the end we know
It leaves white ash no different than
If the world were covered in snow.

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Darkness. It was all I had known for so long. But it was so much better than what was out there. Could it really be over? Had we really won? All the lives lost, all the time spent underground, spent living in darkness – was it finally worth it?
                As we reached the end of the tunnel the noise of shuffling footsteps came to a halt. The door creaked open and a single beam of light broke through the darkness. The silence grew more profound and our anxiousness stirred the air. Then, like prisoners who had earned their freedom, we moved forward towards our new start. The door was completely opened and the light was blinding, but still we kept moving, without seeing, into the unknown.
                The wind hit my face and it was almost as painful as the light in my eyes. I took a few steps to the side and sat down on the ground. Then I waited. I couldn’t remember the last time I had seen the sun, the sky or anything really. I had only been twelve when the war started and two years after we had been sent to underground shelters for protection. “Be strong” mamma had said, “I’ll see you soon.” Then she waved goodbye to me as I went into the shelter with all the other children. I hadn’t known then that it would be the last time I’d ever see her.
                My eyesight was getting clearer and I could see silhouettes moving around. Faces that I hadn’t seen fully in years. Grown in the darkness. Matured in the darkness. Hardened in the darkness.  White flakes were flowing in the wind. “Snowflakes?” I thought to myself. Couldn’t be – it was too warm out. I saw the sun a little over the horizon, small, obsolete in the whiteness that surrounded it.
                “Attention! Everyone gather around!” an unfamiliar voice called from somewhere behind me. I dusted the white stuff off my pants and got up – defiantly not snow. Whatever it was it felt soft yet rough, brittle but not fragile. I walked over to where the crowd was gathering and saw a truck in front of which a lieutenant was standing. He was aged nearly 40 years and had a rough appearance. He had brown ragged hair and stubble of a beard. Surrounding him were four or five other officers.
                “I am Lieutenant Andrew Kraft,” said he, “Today is Saturday July 28, 2038. We have won the war but we still have a long way to go. Not many have survived but we have managed to provide provisions for those who have. In this truck you will find enough provisions for the next week. You will also find farming equipment so that you can grow food for yourself. As you can imagine, our supplies are running low so please plant the seeds as soon as possible. Be sure to remove the ash covering the ground before you plant anything otherwise the seeds won’t grow properly….”
                Ash. That’s what that white stuff was. So much destruction…That city I had known hasn’t left a mark of existence. It’s like a new world, an alien planet…
                “…We will be back next week with any provisions we are able to collect.” And with that the officers were off. They had left the load of the truck behind and some people had already begun unloading.
                “Come on Macy!” It was Joshua. Like a blind man recognizes a familiar voice, so did I after four years of darkness. I turn around to see the unfamiliar face belonging to my old friend.
                “You haven’t changed a bit,” he breathes. Sadly I can’t say the same. The boy I had known was now a man. His face had hardened and he now loomed over me, my head just barely reaching his shoulder. We stare at each other for a moment, taking it all in, and then we head over to get some supplies.
                On the other side of the cargo, people have already begun setting up tents and clearing away the layer of ash covering the ground. I can’t remember the last time I had felt so overwhelmed. Joshua is of the oldest of the twenty or so of us. He was sixteen when we were sent to the shelters and the smallest must be Suzie, she was only ten at the time. The smaller children weren’t sent as they wouldn’t be able to stay without their mothers and the older ones were needed for the movement.
Ah, the movement. It was like all the great wars of time – freedom for the people, democracy over dictatorship. But isn’t freedom and free will what had caused all this? Global warming, deforestation, pollution, we had been learning about this since before we could speak. It had finally gotten the better of us, all our food was synthetic and our grandparent’s tales were something we could barely even dream of.
“Joshua,” I say as I help him set up our tent, “Do you remember the stories my grandfather used to tell about the trees in front of his old house and how the leaves would change colors in the autumn?” Joshua and I used to walk to school together, he lived next to me and would often come over to hear my grandfather’s stories of his childhood.
“I always wanted to go to the forest reserve to see that…Guess there’s no chance now,” he says, looking around. “Remember the preserved fruits my mom gave us?”

I nod, remembering about how Joshua’s mother had gifted him fruits on his birthday. I had never tasted anything so delicious. 

Saturday 29 June 2013

Don't Hold Back

One man's trash, another man's treasure.
One man's pain, another man's pleasure.

Two plus two don't always make four.
Close one door and open two more.

Step by step till we reach the end.
Hand in hand, you'll always have a friend.

Three steps forward, one step back.
Speak your mind, don't hold anything back.

Sunday 23 June 2013

Up And Down Again

Sunshine falling through a cloudy veil of grey
Heaven's precious light like liquid gold falls
One beam at a time, the clouds have caught it all.

Young thief of the night in shadows lurking, sly
What will you steal tonight?
The stars from the sky?

All for one and one for all
The winds will howl tonight
All is fair in love and war when peace is not in sight.

Long live the noble kings
Of heart and mind and soul
Through the lives of posterity forever may they soar.

I've been up and down again but can tell you no more than
If I could, I'd go back to start,
Go up and down again.

Saturday 15 June 2013

We Were Meant To Be

Ring around the rosies
A pocket full of posies
Ashes, ashes
We all fall down

Down below the ocean
Down below the sea
Down below Satan's home
Is where I want to be

Down below my covers
I close my eyes to sleep
Gone but not forgotten 
You're in my memories

Back in time to yesterday
Back in time to "we"
Back in time when you were here
Is where I go to dream

Back in time to the night
We were laying by the sea
Staring at the stars, baby
We were meant to be

Ring around my bedroom
You were chasing me
You told me once and I agreed
We were meant to be

Wednesday 12 June 2013

Out of Sight

I'm staring at the paper, pen in hand
But it trembles with uncertainty - nothings making sense.
I'm trying to remember but all I can see is your face;
You're smiling at me, welcoming me home again.

I'm surrounded by silence but I still hear your voice
Ringing clearly above the static noise.
I run to embrace you, to soak it all in.
But I can't feel you - you're vanishing.

You're gone from my sight, I'm tracing my steps again.
Looking out your window because from mine falls rain.
"Eyes, don't betray me now", I say to them.
But the windows to my soul are filled to the brim.